My Mind

2012

2012-01-04T08:08:00.000-08:00

每当我向前走一步，你却向后退一步。
能不能一起前进？

Bye 2011 Hi 2012

2011-12-31T03:57:00.000-08:00

last day of 2011...a special day but i m having my exam..its made my mood unbAlance.. cant celebrate and countdown for new year..jz bek here and nid face to exam! 18 days...plz pass asap!! i wan CNY!! i wan go bek!! recall back in 2011..yup~i lost sumthg while i gained new thgs~ 2012, i hope it would be brand new year with lots of joyful,hapiness,peaceful for me,my family and the ppl around me..! and oso...~~stay tuned

is DECEMBER

2011-11-30T20:03:00.000-08:00

oOps!~ stepping into december right now.. it's cant ignore that tis year is passing so fast~especially the moment i stayed at home,the moment i was enjoyed~yeah! 2 weeks more gonna back to my sweet home...desiring!! 2011 u r gonna to be end...there are such many matters happened..but i will just keep the good thgs in my mind.. well~december is a meaningful month with christmas and new year..oh yea,include "ding zhi"..but the most unlucky is i m going to start my exam on 31dec~WTH...i cant countdown or even celebrate the new year..gonna exam for 18 days then celebrate CNY for 1 month..tats my sem break..yes!!!

H.S.H

2011-10-27T19:55:00.000-07:00

woohoo~yeah! i back..back to my lovely hometown..miss here so muchhh~reached home early in the morning!--sunday---->my family day :)) afternoon went to seremban vf my family! we had sushi king as our lunch! yummy! hmm..thanks papa and mummy bought me a new pink lappie!---ASUS...and oso bought a new furniture--->bar table! great! THE SUMMIT grand opening in seremban jusco soon..good!~

Tears tonight

2011-10-13T07:45:00.001-07:00

yea..i cant control my emotion by tonight..
although i wil be going bek by nxt sat~but i was tired..without any energy..should be recharge~
feel stress vf many many works!
as wat Lujun told me

"ppl sure got tired time..tis is wat call life...dun sad....think bek how long u ad went through ...u ad done very well..juz keep goin..after cried, a new life begin..."
thanks a lot,my besties! u gave me the support!
i know i always complain and complain! wan go back~
tis is who i am~an always homesick girl!

10102011

2011-10-09T22:36:00.000-07:00

well. has been long time dint update my own blog. sumtime there are many thgs wish to share but i have no idea to type it out. 3 months holiday had been gone..came back to tis jungle life drive me moody.. its october now..looking forward to go back to my sweet home. 10 more days to go..i hope to meet with all of you..i do miss u all so much!~ busy with the moonfest event preparation,assginments,classes!!!oops~extremely tired actually.. give me rest please..wana go back home as soon as possible..

august now

2011-08-01T21:25:00.000-07:00

oops! it is august right now... complex feeling...will it be a colourful august???
left 1 month onli and need to go back into the jungle life...nope!!!GOSH!
this is meaningful enough for me..yea...i am going to step into 21 years old...
i feel happy as my birthday will be at hometown..
but will it lonely?absolutely is...may it juz common without anythg special.
no celebration,no cake,no wishes,no song................
anyway...aiksss!
hmm...but i still happy that receive my 1st present that wan given by my dear,miss beh!
haha!what a cute small speaker! thanks a lot! u brighten up my day :))

my holiday

2011-07-03T22:46:00.000-07:00

3 months holiday..but it just left 2 months~
time flies~very fast...i am enjoying and very happy in my holiday..
teaching tuition again at centre~my time is damn flexible! pretty enuf! yeah~
shopping,gai gai and meet vf my dear frens~wow! greats!!!
anyway...dun think abt that~ i am stupid enuf sometime~waiting? lol~ plz....
unable to blame others..tats may my own problem! going step into 21th years old...it looks old... and again single! aiksss~ dreams will bcum true?? nvr believe it... nvr realize...
somemore i am getting fatter and fatter nowadays..i hate it!!! i am stupid as gained weight last time so i fail to lose weight now!! GOSHHH!!! i wan thinner lar!!! keep fit!!!
okay...allright! continue enjoying,keep fit now... stay tuned

Special Birthday wishes to Michelle

2011-05-24T22:06:00.000-07:00

ok,well..Today is her birthday~ have a post here to wish her again! haha~i was just finished my exam.. then rush bek to have a blog at here....Happy 21th yea* She is my good and dear fren..i know her since in primary scul..v r very fren tat time..bt bcoz of the childishness,v dint be good fren anymor..thn until secondary scul v r nt same classes..juz like d very very common fren nia..but in f5 if no wrong,v were same class..yea~i think our relationship become closer and closer since tat year..summore is bcoz my dear fren,Mark...until now...although v r less to meet,bt at least v r keep in touch!haha~lets describe abt tis gal..she is a tall and thin gal,vf beautiful eyes,a very pretty gal~charming all the ways~haha!she taking multimedia design in MMU,cyberjaya..she is interest and talent in shooting,editng photossss.she like to design..haha~I like her(bt nt lesbian har) is bcoz of her attitude..she caring frens always and always..she be my listener sumtime~haha!bt,she duno how to express her feeling when she was sad or in troubles..anyway,thanks god!thanks,gal!thanks ur support all the ways!hope u wil happy ever and ever!Have a blast***

Happy Mother's Day

2011-05-13T20:53:00.001-07:00

Mummy, Happy Mother's Day..
feel like wan to have a post at here for u...
thx for being care me,love me,worrying me,help me since i was small...
u hav nvr stop doing all these thgs in my life even i m growing now...
i m d eldest daughter in home...
u had put effort on me since i was small..
sent me for tuition,teached me by urself...
i was happy as sumtime i had made u n dad proud of me..
but i had oso made both of u worried abt me..
so sorry..
wat i wish to have o to get, u nvr reject to giv me
u bought me wat i wan
i noe sumtime i was manja
i feel satisfy i was born in such a good family vf lovely parents and siblings
no regrets
u nvr force me to do d thgs i dun wan (except for d entrance in tis U)
tis year, i juz bought a cake for u..
but i wil get u a present for ur coming birthday...
is thru all my heart...
LOVE u ever and ever
MUM and DAD
Must stay healthy and happy forever =)

M U S I C

2011-04-11T05:17:00.000-07:00

A very nice song

炎亚纶-只看见你 作词:姚若龙作曲:tank
快累垮了还硬挺着彻夜等候
你最知道我在忙碌以后
怕一个人寂寞
给过什么也不强求拿到什么
你最知道我在混乱时候
关心不如沉默看着你就想抱你在怀中
你温柔的背后是心情的曲折
oh 全世界我只看见
你的视线你的一切有人问为什么在我眼中有火焰
你和我笑一整天
oh 全世界我只看见你的伤悲你的雀跃
我会挡住别人对你冰冷的语言
要让你抱着玫瑰 oh 感动落泪
多做什么也怕我会责备什么
你最知道我会很不舍得
你牺牲了所有就算很难就算很烦还是忍受
你最知道我的情绪很多但会歉疚难过
看着你就想抱你在怀中你温柔的背后是心情的曲折
oh 全世界我只看见你的视线你的一切
有人问为什么在我眼中有火焰
你和我笑一整天
oh 全世界我只看见你的伤悲你的雀跃
我会挡住别人对你冰冷的语言
要让你抱着玫瑰
oh 感动落泪没有说多依赖你
但你都了解(你都了解) 真的爱感谢才能省略
oh 全世界我只看见你的视线你的一切
有人问为什么在我眼中有火焰你和我笑一整天
oh 全世界我只看见你的伤悲你的雀跃
我会挡住别人对你冰冷的语言
要让你抱着玫瑰
oh 感动落泪

BLa blA bLa

2011-04-10T07:18:00.000-07:00

Such a few weeks dint update my blog.. here i coming...last week i had bek to my sweet home for 5 days..although it was short but i was satisfied...i had met up with my family ,my teacher and my dear sister! i ate and enjoyed my mum's cuisine and sweet soup..thx mummy! i had been celebrated my youngest brother's birthday at KFC...went for facial treatment (as my skin looks serious right now) and had a hair cut..went to seek "bu jie wen"chinese medicist since my asthma came back "find" me when i bek tis time..it had been 6 years dy..but it came back..i was scaring actually..but after ate the chinese medicine ,is okay right now..GOD blessing me.. had been busy for mid term exam ,assignments and quizes..tired tired tired... i want rest..and i know my result in tis semester will be very very bad...its okay..i don't mind of that result like last time when i was in secondary school..Is it me??although my family will said, "dun stress,dun study too much,can graduate enough"..yea..then i changed a lot,cant ignore tat i seldom study in tis sem..no more hardworking like last time..cant focus..wat to do..juz leave it.. tis environment changed me a lot and a lot..

**my lovely family...i will be back after 12 days..is expecting!!!!!!i wan shopping and enjoy outing vf u all~

i miss u

2011-03-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

miss u so much...
i hope can hear ur sound...
i need u badly...
feeling lonely..is lonely..

somemore for my lovely teacher..
yup..miss u so much too.
i wish to call u n talk with u.
but i know i will cry easily if i talk with u..
tat's why i keep telling my mum tat i hope u wont call me althou i miss u..
miss u badly...
still remember,1st time i was cried in year 2011 is when talking with u thru handphone.
i m trying to control my feeling tat time but i was failed..
i knew u r worrying abt me always n always.
advising me be happy,be patient and be enjoy..
i had made u all worrying abt me..i m sorry...

should appreciating wat i have for right now.
Thanks GOD for giving me a lovely family,u,my lovely teachers and my dear friends.

BLESSING

2011-03-11T22:48:00.000-08:00

will the world end??? depressed..yesterday saw many shock news..8.9 level earthquake in japan..tsunami too..taiwan and sabah were predicted kena..i was so moody..yesterday,i had my statistic mid-term exam.i was so nervous...thus,used wrong formula in my 1st ques n lead to the whole ques no marks..many duno how to do!almost wan cry after exam..wat am i doing??previous time i was so confident n like my maths..but now??wats going on?fail??mou ngan tai..summor tis bad news was so shocked,fb was talking abt tis hot news..yea...i juz wan a peaceful world without any disaster...i dun wan d world end..many thgs not yet do...i havent graduate,havent earn money,havent bring my family for a trip,havent get marry,many n many.............GOD,please give us 1 more chance to love d earth n our family...friends...bless us...n i m praying hard***

。。。

2011-03-03T23:11:00.000-08:00

给了我希望，却又把它破灭
我已经踏进这个圈子了
好累

okay..moody...
many unlucky thgs occurred..
god, i need ur help badly...
juz let it gone...
exam..4 subjects will be coming on nxt week.
keiyee, strive ba ==

还是忍不住

2011-02-16T22:39:00.000-08:00

刚刚跟妈咪讲电话，我还是忍不住哭了。
却要装着没事。
我要忍多久？我才可以回家？
想家。真的很想~
很累。很烦。
这个考验我还真的承受不起。
累了却要忍着。不敢告诉任何人。
真的很讨厌考试。ASSIGNMENTS。
不管有多忙，我还是想回家。
很多人总是说长大了，要独立
我懂，我真的懂。
可是长大了，就不用回家吗？
他们也会很想我的。
好了。写到这里，也已经泪流满面。
也只好等。。。

[ by moody keiyee]

Especially for my dear fren,KEHSIM

2011-01-23T22:37:00.000-08:00

(tis is oni the photo tat v had taken during childhood time,
so v must take more n more when v meet.haha!)

HAPPY WONDERFUL BiRTHDAY to U...
HAPPY 250111,
i know may b tis year you wil have a bit special birthday as he is not beside u..
but u stil can have a memorable birthday by tis year vf ur family o ur frens o colleagues..
ok...hope everything going smoothly in ur life..
stay healthy, pretty and also happy =)
have a blast day and enjoy it!
see u soon!muacks!

expecting for CNY

2011-01-21T00:51:00.000-08:00

woohoo!!!!!!
chinese new year is juz around the corner....super like the moment...i wan take many many many photossssssss...vf all of u...as my memory...hope i can have a super happy CNY...wana to meet all of my frens...reali miss u all!!!!especially U...yea...i wan go back soon...again shopping 1st la...sum important thg nt yet buy...wil go to shopping vf my buddy...wahaha!expecting...(so,my holiday dun pass so fast)i wan enjoying vf my family,my dear frens n u..duno y...suddenly think of u...confirm u wont think of me...i noe...anyway...d important i can hav a good CNY 2011 memory...if nt later no holiday liao...

**miss**

happy new year 2011

2010-12-31T22:55:00.000-08:00

1st post in 2011.
new day,new life,new year...
right...lets start it...
make it become meaningful,colourful n full of joyful~
yesterday had a super duper happy new year eve...
bbq!countdown~fireworks...
hehe~thx thx...love it!

Bye 2010...Hi 2011

2010-12-30T23:11:00.000-08:00

yea...last post for 2010 at here...
wat i had done in tis year?
many many...
wat i faced in tis year...
unhappy ? happy?
dramatic changes in tis year...
start my uni life tat i dun like...
okay...dun say abt it ady...
anyway
still hav many meaningful thgs i had done
i had d happy moment yea...
satisfied
2011,hope everything will be okay,smoothly...
god blessing...
is a NEW year...21 years old (but stil no ppl wan,pity lol =( )
ohno...very fast...

xin nian kuai le, my dear frens

my HOLIDAY

2010-12-27T23:39:00.000-08:00

yeayea~
great X'mas in 2010~
a super duper good memory for me...
thx to my dear fren!my family~
my SHOPPAHOLIC style...
went shopping vf beh in eve christmas...
tired man...
but satisfied!!!!
i love DISNEY*
wahaha~
yea...
i had received a small christmas gift is tis year...
great!thx~
stay overnite at kl...
then went to a christmas lunch at kl golf club...
BUFFET....nice
then 1 utama..
ohno!crowded of ppl...
after tat bac to my sweet home...
reach home then straightly change up my clothes (dint take bath)
after tat attended another buffet..
tired tired tired...
but is GREAT!
the next day..beautiful sunday...
woke up,everythg prepared finished..
then start my malacca day!
wahaha~
vf my family n beh~
wow!!!shuang~
a day...until nite...
3 days continuously...
reali enjoy...TIME...pass slower lar...
feel like dun wan back to d jungle...
haiz...

okay...HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my dear frens...see u all soon =)

随手

2010-10-18T19:40:00.000-07:00

这个假期也可以说不是假期。。
因为考试，我的LUGGAGE装满了书。
还是得读书
可是至少能够吃得比较好，睡得比较好。
时间，不要走得那么快，放慢脚步
好珍惜在家的时间因为很难得
一会到来，就去SHOPPING BEH说得对，
SHOPHALIC非我莫属
衣橱已经快要满了。哈哈！
满足感**
这就是我唯一疏解压力的方法。
开心就好
很多人都吓到为什么我跑回来
嘻嘻！我把我的假期变长了。。
很简单
因为我想家

渴。望。爱

sweet home again

2010-10-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

such a long time i dint update my blog ady..
yea..back again to my sweet sweet home..
1 month dint bac le...hw such i miss my family....
today earli morning 6am reached seremban, thx kar hui for being fetched me in the early morning..vf my sis...
then take a nap at her hse..
after tat went to "ming kok" have dim sum as our breakfast...wow!
yummy yummy***
like it~
then go buy 1 pants n two skirts..hehe!
after tat met up vf mum, dad n brothers at jusco...
kaka!went for lunch...
back at around 4.30 pm sumthg.
have a nice dinner at kp vf family.
b4 tat,i went to my teacher's hse, brought donashi to her n gav her a suprise
bcoz she duno i had backed!she was suprised!hehe~
reali tired,feel sleepy tat time...
but i reali happy
1 day almost finish...so fast!
pass slower yea...coz final exam is coming..
i must full use in my holiday..

ENJOY IT =)

❤home sweet home❤

2010-09-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

finally
i'm back...
miss u so much,my hometown
30 aug,bac by afternoon bus
reached at seremban at almost 12 am sumthg
my family came n fetched me
so touched when saw them
miss u all so much!
happy...
haha!

31-aug-2010

woke up earli in the morning
had a breakfast vf my family
ate "char siew"mee
oh yea...
long time dint eat dy
after that
went for hair cut n hair treatment
bcoz hair damaged seriously since i went to dare study
at night,mummy cooked a delicious dinner for me
all my favourite food n the soup
haha!
summor met up vf my beloved teacher
talked for a while
haha!miss u so much too

1-9-2010
nice day again
had breakfast vf mummy
"gan lao mee"
then settled my personal thgs
after tat met up vf my buddy,beh
miss her so much
summor feel thankful as d birthday gift
like it...

2-9-2010
mummy bought a new handphone for me
thank you so much
i like it
then went to beauty centre
mum made appointment dy
nid a face care
as i was faced a serious ance problem
then mummy bought d cellnique product for me
expensive lol
haiz...
they had expensed too much money in tis few days
wana buy a lot of thgs too
tq so much!
wat i can do is study well,not make them dissapointed
n appreciate it

tml is coming...
wil go out hav a nice dinner vf my family vf my favourite food
haha!
*TIME,pls pass slowly n slowly...actuali i am scaring bac to dare...
as i feel stress at dare...summor cant bac always...plz.... =) *

happy birthday

2010-08-10T23:22:00.000-07:00

sick for two days ady...
reali reali suffered...
1st time my family r not beside me when i was sick
how much i miss them
i cant even eat well
wana fainted summore migraine
hope can rush bac to my home

tml is my BIG day nt vf my family or my frens
is at a strange place
i wan eat my mum's cuisine
i miss ur soup
i wish to have a dinner vf u all
(suddenly crying)

officially 20 years old
big big gal ady
but i am stil like a children
childish,stubborn
not yet mature

everyday my mummy call me
and then sumtime my dad wil talk to me
he wil ask me many things n ask me to be patient wana bac ady
but i wil curi curi cry
at home,reali less hav a talk vf my dad
but since at here
he wil always talk vf me especially when i am going to give up
he tell me his experience when he was young
so touching

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KYEE

not enough tough

2010-07-27T03:09:00.000-07:00

many are asking me...
r u adapt at dare?
my ans always is no.
ya...tis is d 4th week i am staying at here
but i am stil crying...hate here
am i stubborn?
am i useless?
i cant concentrate on my study at all
inside my brain juz onli hav my family,my dear frens,my teacher
d memory at scul
wat can i do?
i cant control it
its emotional ==

NEW LIFE

2010-07-12T21:58:00.000-07:00

finally..the day is coming...
at uum kedah!
wat a bad place!
i hatew tis place!
i cant accept it even i got new frens at here
i wish to go to private
cried for almost 1 week,everyday...
i noe...i had been 20 years old!
is time to grow up...
but y i need to learn independent at here?
is kedah not kl!
distance is so big!
i cant always go bac to my sweet home!
i miss my family,mt home,my dear frens,my teachers ,my mum's cuisine o even d dog...
1st week came is very x3 cham
hampir pengsan
bcoz i dint eat
i dint hav appetide
i was tired
everyday 2 hours to sleep
wat a terrible life
tat y i ignore it
i need time
i hav no choice
my mum,my dear fens o even my lovely teacher had been persuade me many times
thx for caring!
keep calling me everyday
thx support!
i dun wan make my family dissapointed
force myself to accept tis fact!
start school life ady...haiz!

miSS

2010-06-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

那天代班教补习。3堂课
正式结束.it's end
but i have received a card from form 1 and 2 student.
thank you so much.
thanks for no complain my teaching!haha!
anyway,i am appreciate it.
its free rite now.
i miss my dear frens while i am seeing d handwriting by u all inside my old old book
ya..i miss d time vf u all.
tat's unforgotten!
when v can hang out together again?
may b nxt year...

moody

2010-06-16T22:16:00.000-07:00

昨晚很难入睡。到底怎么了
一直在胡思乱想
好烦！
wat should i do?
i need luck for right now... need U
worrying +fearing mood!

enjoy shopping❤

2010-06-09T21:47:00.000-07:00

i wan buy tis shoe.hehe!

wow!
yesterday went to midvalley vf beh. hehe! lot of joyful...
finally bought my momoe bling shoe!wink* kaka!
summore PDI again~ mega sale along there
tat y crowded ppl //hoho...
but tired oso la,so v was going to buy d ice-cream (baskin robin)
sat down n ate it
yummy*
saw d news reporter gai gai at midvalley"long wen ming"
continue buying after finished our ice-cream. keepping shop n buy!!!!!!
around 4.30 pm planned to take train n bac seremban
unfortunately, d electricity of d train turn down
my god!no train. then took taxi to salak selatan
crowded ppl inside d train!
cant breathe at all .WTH
at station kajang n nilai many had gone out
phew!suddenly feel d air was fresh!
finally reached kp at 8pm.
anyway,i was enjoying!haha!

无言

2010-06-02T21:56:00.000-07:00

damn nice...bought from malacca
KING's fruit cake

s.h.e -只为爱上你

(如果说这世界不够完美不够好一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好就像爱看起来会那么少一定是在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到 )
一片片落叶为开出个花园手牵手捱过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶为了飞为了翩翩起舞先做一个茧
最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边要不是比天边还遥远勇气怎么出现
当我终于住进你的心里分享同一个世界
身后错过痛过漫长情节都变甜美
只有我了解这幸福感觉美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容一天一天到永远那一天 yeh
爱上你有多幸运像是天使的礼物
我们不要辜负这幸福一定要更加幸福
如果爱真的是那么的少我们就一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰
当你终于走到我的面前完整所有的画面就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
只剩喜悦像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼
每个黎明都需要有夜成全往回看每兜一个圈
每一条迂回的曲线都是为爱上你必须留的伏线
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1-6-2010(tue)
went to malacca again
vf beh n her dad
1st day freedom
enjoy it
shopping gao gao!
midvalley wait me!
nxt week!

我很害怕，一直以来担心的东西又发生了。
这一次不再向朋友哭诉总是胡思乱想。==

31MAY2010

2010-05-30T22:24:00.000-07:00

ya...MAY is going to be end...n today is the last day i am teaching at elitis tuition centre...firstly,thanks to my dear frens,peiyee.coz she asked me teached together vf her at her sister tuition centre!2nd,thx teacher Ellie beh.gave me a chance to teach here for almost 5 months.thx a lot!i gained a lot of experience thru here.from a student to a tui teacher...kaka!now my feeling is extremely excited!yeahoo!!!!!!! wink*going to end my part time job life n going to start my study life. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------
30052010
yesterday took d lion club "jiang xue jin" after tat went to grandmum hse had breakfast vf aunt family at around 11.30 am. then ah yi ask us go seremban along vf them to have our dinner. v went at around 3.30pm. went jusco gai gai 1st. then went to have our dinner...damn nice...^^

............

2010-05-20T23:25:00.000-07:00

nightmare for few days ady...
plz stop it!
i was scared!
除了羡慕还是羡慕
最近听到身边的朋友又拍拖了
ENVY
看到无数的照片
1个字 SWEET
but sumthing tat u wan then it is hard to get it
hmm... just waiting la!

ENJOY

2010-05-15T23:33:00.001-07:00

monarail is around the lake

13-5-2010(thursday)
hehe!
off day
beh's dad fetched us to malacca
reached dare at 9.30am sumthing
went "san bao jin"had our breakfast
after tat
huhu...
our time to malacca jusco shopping
there is looked calm
i thought bcoz of weekday ba
went to my favourite brand shop
(PDI,P&CO,SEED,PADINI,MIKI shop)
luckily all together inside 1 shop
easy to find
finally bought 2 PDI shirt (1stipe shirt)
nxt time wana but d pants
like it!
kaka~
oso went to d brands outlet
too much patterns
chose for almost half hour
hehe!
after tat went for lunch-LAKSA
my god!is delicious!
but i was unlucky
when i reached home
rushed to d toilet immediately
stomachache!
went 2 times
WTH
but i'm stil enjoy shopping on tat day
many things stil wan to buy
my converse bag
wait me
n d momoe bling shoes
i'm sure wil find it out
coz tat day went jusco find
its sold out
arghhhhhh!
y i dun wan buy earli jek!!!!
regret ar!!!!!!
i wan go midvalley buy
hehe!
wait me

P/S : malacca monarail is in processing.but juz onli got one.

❤

2010-05-10T21:12:00.000-07:00

i am going to resign my job at end of d may.
my new study life is going to restart.
expecting.
waiting for my application letter nw.
somemore nervous mood.

1-5-2010(SAT)
labour day
went to seremban vf family
my dad bought a new laptop for my sis
new ACER ASPIRRE (light)
damn nice
plus 10 free items.
valueable

2-5-2010 (SUN)
went to seremban again
visit my grandmum
shopping
hehe.

last thurs went to jusco seremban vf frens.
hehe!v sang k at green box.
n bought secret recipe cake for my mum.
as a mother's day cake...
*hehe!

last sunday bac to my primary scul,chung hua.
took d "jiang xue jin"
RM80...
tis would be d last year i take..

last week chat vf byron
haha~
he was shifted to kl dy...
bye bye my neighbour...kaka!
he said he miss all of us n kp.
haha!
rite.
miss d moment tat v always lim teh at weekend.
miss d moment tat celebrated birthday vf dear frens.
jus miss......................
hope tat b4 entering uni
i can meet vf all of my frens..
especially my dear frens...
❤gathering
❤shopping
❤playing

2010-04-21T21:32:00.000-07:00

i was boring tis few weeks.
i 'm not going out shopping while no teaching tuition.
is obedient.
stayed at home.
watched tv,online,played games prepared teaching...
boring life.
hmm...2 months more then will entry uni.
bless me.not to get too far d uni,plz.
but tis result of application onli will know by end of the june.
is reali late.many things should i prepare n buy.
actuali last month discussed vf my fren go 4 singapore
ya..i like singapore so much.
i hope can hav a vacation at dare.
but my fren wana go study le.
then nobody can go vf me.
gosh!my hope has been damaged!
i hope i can study at there.
but i dint apply d uni at dare.
i'm not dare to apply
my muet juz band 3.
hw come?
when i can go singapore???
when i got a chance to hav a view at there???
i reali reali reali hope to go there.
althou is onli 1 day i'm oso satisfy.

last week, fri-sun PIKOM PC fair.
actuali wan to go dare...
bcoz my sis wan to buy a new laptop.
but got a bit deterrent.
finally not going dare.
dissapointed.

yesterday nite went lim teh vf byron them.
until around 12.30am like tat.
keep talking n gossiping!haha~

下一站幸福

2010-04-02T21:24:00.000-07:00

丁当-亲人

别打开礼物的缎带
最初充满期待最后都腐败
别打开午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄

而爱并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂

不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人谁的某某某

就算我全身湿透透
我也不再被谁牵着鼻子走
如果我还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走

而爱并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲

不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

不要吻我只要抱着我
不要爱我做我的亲人
把手借我一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄
--------------------------------------
嗯。。。终于把下一站幸福给看完了
哈哈！
真的是很棒的偶像剧。
所以很喜欢这首歌。
感动。
羡慕。

之前发生了很不愉快的事，
不想去记得了。很累。
很快的进入四月份了。
也代表着去读书的时间要到了。
期待。害怕。
因为不想教补习了。
我真的20岁了
可是很爱自己骗自己说生日还没到，就不算
哈哈
可是呢，我还是没有缘分
是自己的问题吗？也许吧！
总是只能羡慕身边的朋友
很自卑。

down mood

2010-03-27T07:47:00.000-07:00

i'm reali lazy to update my blog...
but i noe tis is onli d way to share my happiness o sadness.

hmm...i was super no mood in tis week
coz something unlucky things was happened.
i cant forgive myself
juz blame myself non stop
y i was so stupid?
full of regretful
tat few days i cant fall sleep
but i hope to sleep
i juz hope tats onli a dream 4 me after i wake up
full of tears...i duno i can share my pro vf who
i scared..
then i juz put inside my heart
til wana b crazy!
i asked myself nt to think abt it again
but cannot!
how come?

2月就这样结束了。。。

2010-02-27T21:45:00.000-08:00

long time din UPDATEmy blog。
chinese new year is getting over...
happy n glad to meet vf my old frens during CNY...
almost everyday v hav activities...
until midnight...
haha!
no enough time to sleep...
until my dark circles n air bag bcam serious n serious.
but is excited....

erm...on chu 6 tat day...
heard news from my teacher tat STPM result coming out on 25 feb...
i was suprise tat time...
but d time past very fast
i get my result dy..

on tat day...
vf a down mood bac to tms...
nervous n anxious..
sombre face outside d office there...
scared n scared...
finally......
my fren,meihui get 4-flate
happy to noe tat she get such excellent result...
congrats to her...

then go down stairs to seek my result on d board...
hmm...2A 1B+ 1B-
haiz...sad mood lo
my business no A
but luckily my acc get B
bcoz tis sub reali difficult during exam...
anyway tis is d fact tat i should face...

after getting result then busy go n seacrh for d uni...
go n seek many opinion from my senior n teachers...
d form better fill in within 10 days
fan arg!!!

......

2010-01-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

last thursday went to malacca vf beh...
v went dare by bus...
haha
d bus from kp to tampin was lausy
but d bus from tampin to malacca mor lausy..
bek tahan!
their facilities haven improve yet!
went mahkota for breakfast...
air-con dare very cold la!
n tat mall look wana to bankrupt..
no ppl wa...
pahlawan was better...
haha!
bac at afternoon..
but waited long time for d bus at tampin...
nvr mind...
d worst thing was tat bus bac to kp super dirty n lausy!
got cockroaches de!
geli lar!
nw 1 week onli free on wed, thurs n sun!
onli can go for shopping at tis 3 days!
havent buy my new year clothes yet!
haiz!

2010 Happy NEW Year!!!

2010-01-01T20:24:00.000-08:00

2009 has been ended up...
many things was gone up~
look forward now...
welcome 2010!
haha
i hope 2010 is a prosperous year for me...
make my life more favorably...
haha~
let's going on!
tis year is an important year for me...
stpm result coming out soon in march...
n then apply for d university...
n last depends on my luck
c whether i can enter uni successfully onot!

unlucky holiday...

2009-12-30T07:15:00.000-08:00

sunday went kl vf xue li...
plan to bac on 31 dec...
went by bus at 4.30pm...
reached dare at abt 8.00 pm...
then go out for dinner...

monday afternoon went full house lol...
haha...
duno hw to go dare,but luckily my sis ard working at dare...
she teach me..
v went dare by lrt...
from 1st station to d last station...
kelana jaya...
on d way,received call by fren n said 1 form nid to fill up in net
but nid bac pi chung take d koko marks..
suddenly got bad news...
i was panic at tat time
n ask mei hui n tcher
they duno
but d net had show it
31 dec expired date
haiz
no mood at tat time
how come
juz think enjoy tis holiday 1st la
then go full house for dinner vf frens n my sis..
delicious food la
n d scenery dare is nice
took photo non stop vf xueli
d yew yik bek tahan too
haha
very happy la
then bac at nite
on d way bac to wangsa maju
received call too
haiz
rushed bac wangsa then on9 check
is real
my fren teached me hw to fill up
then paln bac early...
no way...no mood
actuali wan bac on 30 dec(wed)
then nxt day discuss vf suet lee(at kl too)
then decided bac on 29 dec
haiz..go t-bowl for breakfast vf xueli then shopping for 2 hours
after tat suet lee meet vf us at times square
n rushed bac lo
til kp i abt 7 pm
pick up things...took shower...ate dinner
then go to 2 tchers hse to get d marks
tired la
bla bla bla...............................
today bac scul lol
nw is finishing filled up d form
mafan la
sacrificed my holiday
cham.............................

小乖乖

2009-12-24T23:56:00.000-08:00

歌手：蔡昮佑 专辑：寂寞,好了

小乖乖

这城市依然在转
而我的脑袋
跳针停不下来
有时候必须为你失去方向感
你说的偶像剧对白
任性了起来
夸张假装离开
连装可怜的戏码都演得可爱
像小孩无理取闹
学朋友数落我奇怪
责备我太理性没关系
因为你是我
小乖乖小乖乖快过来抱一个
我带你去体验电影里的浪漫
一幕幕提醒我
第一次的感动
这样就够了
我的小乖乖小乖乖快过来亲一个
在回家的路上超幸福的期待
我陪你看星星
预言精彩未来
一定可以的乖乖
这机车随性地转弯
握住你的手
好像特别自在
这一秒我会故意失去方向感
你说要我跑起来感觉很呆却很坦白
像照顾我的口吻
哎呀是如此可爱
小乖乖小乖乖快过来抱一个
我常常在幻想外星人的恋爱
想不想你和我
很简单很快乐
这样就够了
我的小乖乖小乖乖快过来亲一个
我可以送给你
一首一首的歌
认真了就可以变成幸福的人
一定可以的
我的小乖乖小乖乖快过来抱一个
我常常在幻想外星人的恋爱
想不想你和我
很简单很快乐
这样就够了
我的小乖乖小乖乖快过来亲一个
我可以送给你
一首一首的歌
认真了就可以变成幸福的人
更好的我们乖乖
----------------------------------------
y today din hav any christmas feel??
haha~
yesterday went lim teh vf beh,tay n da tou...
damn shuang lar~
coz i like to noe d story abt trip to taiwan...
looks happy but she said is cold~
haha~
non-stop talking ...gossip..
ate roti canai telur at 88 shop...
watch d '跳tone' movie...
a bit terrible...
bac home abt 1.45a.m.
i drove n sent beh bac fatimah...
yerr~
scared at tat time...
but safety...haha
lucky lar~

we wish u a merry christmas.............

2009-12-20T06:25:00.000-08:00

n a HAPPY NEW YEAR~
5 days more is christmas
n 11 days more is new year
2010
haha....
is coming....
my wishes................
muz cam true...
bt i think no celebrate ba...
sienz!
tis whole week...
sienzzz.....
nid stay at home...
coz my mum n dad go 4 makan angin...
n wednesday start to teach tuition...
teach form 1 til 3...
althou onli 1 sub...
very scared on tat day...
1st time...
bt luckily...
shun li lol... hehe!
b4 tat i reali hate to b a teacher...
n i reject b4
bt my fren ask me to try
then i go try lol...
erm..
teaching tuition is nt bad tat i was imagined b4...
i can accept it nw..
bt stil nt very like it...
haha "mao dun"...
no way la...
.try to continue it...
keep going on~

Nice song

2009-12-15T19:07:00.000-08:00

林宥嘉 - 说谎

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡让人家不安
才会结果都指望

我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎我何必说谎
你懂我的我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎
请别以为你有多难忘
消失真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口闻的到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎我何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎
是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎
人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说谎是爱情说谎
它带你来骗我说可我没有可能有希望
我没有说谎
祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘

2010 is coming...

2009-12-15T18:43:00.000-08:00

after exam...
reali relax n free...
go sing K & shopping...
haha...
christmas is coming...
new year oso around d corner too...
tis whole year busy study,tuition & preparing for STPM...
year 2009 is passed fast...
OMG..
how my journey in nxt year?
duno....
no direction~
confusing....
haiz~
今年发生了很不幸的事，
就是前一阵子我的PIN NUM不见 ==
真的很衰。。。
希望不会影响到我的前途~
但愿明年会更美好。。。

YEAH

2009-12-09T21:57:00.000-08:00

finally...
i was finished d STPM exam since yesterday...
har har!
lyk unbelievable...
2 years form 6 life are over...past...graduated....
excited mood yesterday!
can watch my drama,movie,online n play games....haha
shuang!!!

today juz picked up al form 6 books...
n al d papers...almost d paper i sold to old newspaper le...
is free now...
erm...wat should i plan now?
hmm.........................???

gOOd lUcK

2009-11-05T22:47:00.001-08:00

Holiday is coming...
but my exam is nearly n nearly...
it cant count by month anymor...
juz left 2 weeks mor...
OMG...
tis is d terrible things!!!

last posting here before my exam...
juz try my best...
i am expecting d coming december....
i wan finishing tis exam faster n faster...

[God bless me , GOOD LUCK]

finally d EXAM was over

2009-09-16T21:37:00.000-07:00

yup~

i hav finished my trial STPM exam on tuesday...

a bit relax...

can online too bcoz 1 month dint on9 le...

but my msn "sot" le!haiz~

1st day exam i was unlucky!

d 1st paper tat i did, PA...

1st essay de question is demand for "langkah mengatasi masalah kenaikan harga"

but i wrote faktor & kesan!

how careless & stupid i done !!!!!!

d word langkah was type below n i din concentrated on it!!!

i was angry tat day!

i lost 25 marks!!!!

i lost d chance to get A!!!!!!!

i lost myself.............................

1st day 1st sub 1st ques so unlucky..

d another subjects oso wil b lyk tat

d accout tat day difficult too....

tat day no mood to study d sub for nxt day...

angry

sad

no hope

dissapointed

no mood

give up

i noe it is useless for me...

but i dun wan lose!!!

i reali hope i can do better in real STPM...

n no mor CARELESS in my exam!!!!!!!

i start my holiday on thursday...

din go for scul today...

i think my class nobody go too...

so start my holiday early...

1 week holiday

no plan...

but may b meet vf my good frens...

long time din go for gathering...

sing k...

n long long time din go cinema...

for watching movie.

bcoz last time H1N1...

shopping

playing

enjoying

relaxing

[enjoy ur holiday...bcoz d war wil starting soon] ==

expecting................

SIMPLE 19 years old BIRTHDAY

2009-09-15T23:38:00.000-07:00

d onther present i din took picture so din post

yup~

my birthday had past ...

mor than 1 month...

nw juz got time to update my blog...

tis year my birthday was very simply past...

no celebrated...

no birthday song...

no went out...

can say is like usual life ...

i was bored tat day...

but i was happy bcoz many frens stil remember my birthday...

some message tat i received i reali shocked!

1st time i received birthday message from them..

i was touched tat day...

n i hav received present from my frens...

thx very much...

[cannot demand too much ,may b is enough for me]

d funny is ainee sms belated birthday message to me after 12 days my bfday...

haha~

not her wrong...

bcoz her hp was missing before tis...

tq ar...

after my birthday i had treat my frens for dinner at bahau...

the another day treat another good frens for breakfast...

no reason...

juz hoping for gathering n happy...haha^^

PS: i hope al my dreams wil coming true

Expecting~

2009-08-07T00:05:00.000-07:00

is coming...

is nearly...

is expecting...

is hoping...

is wishing...

is waiting...

Moody

2009-07-31T00:49:00.000-07:00

tank -如果我变成回忆

作词:陈信延施人诚

作曲:tank

累了照惯例努力清醒着也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着越美丽越让我忐忑

我还能珍惜什么如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他陪你

我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气

顽固地赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸缝隙

连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去

这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

---------------------------------------------------

很多时候看见的每一样东西都会不一样的感触

这个世界不会因为你而去改变

很害怕会失去

最后才懂得后悔

要好好珍惜你所拥有的一切

每一次的疑问都会有不同的答案

不同的人会有不同的故事

站在最高处并不代表你已获胜

然而你体会的东西会比别人来得多。。。

Is nearly...

2009-07-30T23:58:00.001-07:00

[yamaha time]

[ long long time ago]

[me & keh sim]

y tis week past so so fast?

friday again?

tis week feel suffered la!

i'm flu + cough!

1 day 1 pack of tissue!!!!

haiyo!!!

luckily i'm dun hav sick...

but scared too...

hope my body recover faster...

wana to exam liao...

tml is 1 august le...

but i'm not happy...

very fan!!!!!!

can i hav a way to vent my frustration????

my brain stil cam out tis word "exam! exam! exam!"

is too tension!juz trial!

can i make wishes early?

i hope my drems can coming true...

i hope my i can pass d STPM exam vf flying colours....

i hope H1N1 infection wil disappear n hope al my family n good friends healthy always...

last i wishes in my heart...haha~

last saturday...v hav a bbq at dylan's hse...

haha!

long time din bbq le...

meet vf pizza xue li n beh!

then v went to find tay...

he came bac coz his scul ard closed for 1 week le...

funny day..

[out of difficulties,makes miracle]

coming back...

2009-07-24T00:49:00.000-07:00

last monday my MUET result came out ady...

its bad news for me...

BAND 3 again!

wat ?!?

but tis d fact tat i nid to accept...

i won't retake it again...

it's reali tired for me!

i'm nid to cover another 4 subjects...

my BI is really bad lyk tat???

i dun understand...i'm got tuition!

it's waste my money...time...

my teacher said its enough to enter uni.

ok...cool down...dun wan think tis pro le!

after tat get a time table from teacher...

STPM trial exam...

is on 2 september...

so fast ar...

i wan to b serious...

i nid arrange my time probably!

d important is less to see d movie...

sometime also fan!

duno nid study from which topic 1st?which sub?

haiz...i'm hope d time past slower...

let me have time to study...do my revision ...

n dun wan b lazy...

[no mor regretness...juz forget it]

Welcome Lollipop

2009-06-10T23:54:00.000-07:00

hoho~~

Lollipop 1st time cam to Malaysia...
so i dun wan lost d opportunity to c them...
5/6/09
me n beh went to kl..
OMG
v waited for d lollipop for abt 2 n half hours...
our legs was "suan " til pain!
but they onli cam out for 15 minutes..wat???
i waited long time leh...
but still satisfied la...
after c them..
is abt 8.40pm le...
ohoh...
so v rushed to take monorail bac kl central...
fast fast bought d ticket bac seremban...
til seremban is 10.30 ady...
then...bla bla bla...
finally i reached kp at 1am...
tired.....................................==

holiday...

2009-06-05T22:44:00.000-07:00

long time din upgrade my blog le..

bcoz of d mid-term exam..

finally ard finished...

4/6/09

Today nite...

a gathering for us...

n hard to have a "jia bin"

Suet Lee...

she was busy in her study...

v buy a cake for michelle...

her last week birthday...

althou late...but hope u always hapi...

haha^^

v al r talkative...

non stop talking...

til d shop wan closed ady...

pai seh~haha

til 1 am...

then back home lo^^

A momorable day

start my holidays...

2009-03-13T02:54:00.000-07:00

ya...

tml start my holidays...

yesterday got a bad news from my teacher...

apr we hav a exam again!

OMG!i'm juz ngam ngam finished my exam 2 weeks...

then after holidays my exam wil start!

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i was tired...

tuesday...d last year STPM result cam out ady...

congratulation to them...

excellent!

admired!

then thursday SPM result cam out...

wow..

tis year late a bit cam out wa...

but my fren result not bad too...

[wei...dun b so sad la!]

c...so fast d time 1 year le oh!

A TERRIBLE WEATHER...

2009-03-08T22:47:00.000-07:00

OMG...

tis few days de weather can said are lyk 360 degree changes!

1day is raining n very cold n d nxt day is hot lyk EL-NINO (kemarau)

i cant accept tis weather...

my body oso cannot...

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since last week finished exam...

my body can said is start is in "sorry state"...

last friday i'm start vf sore throat then flu again n again...

after taT cough!

i hate cough!suffered!

last saturday (7-3-2009)

morning i go seremban vf my classmates

v r going for a teacher's wedding party...

is a malay teacher...

after tat v go to jusco...

go for playeR bowling...

funny lar...

but hate to wear d shoes dare..ugly lor!

my bad skills always make d ball go into "longkang"

nid practice mor!

haha

after tat go popular buy my needs...

then bac 5.00pm reached hometown at 6.30pm

there was a raining on d way v backed...

i scared

coz d bukit putus dare got tanah runtuh last week...

terrible

two ways now only have 1 n half way

traffic jam occurred...

then abt 9.30 pm go lim teh...

actually no lim teh la...

i'm kurang sihat...very cold...

BUT v chit-chat non-stop...

HAPPY

haha...

then bac at 12.00pm...

early a bit tat day...

coz i tired whole day...

my frens oso..juz bac hometown...

c u al nxt week!

it start our holidays...

muz full-used of tat holidays...

my fren!dun give up in ur study...

finally...d war is finished

2009-03-05T23:42:00.000-08:00

yeah!

i had finished d first-term exam...

excited...

coz i din on9 for 1 week le...

monday holiday again...

can go n relax le!!!

haha

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i'm sad n angry for last week!

wat's d doubt?

i duno..d pk-hem always scold us..

is bu shuang us

i noe...especially our class..

al is chinese!

then wat is d pro!

on wed tat day all of our class stu absent on tat day

except for 2 friends

then on thu

he scold us

ask us reason

tell him kurang sihat

then he said"tat's not a reason"

walao!he wan to tahan our biasiswa may b till end of d year

haiyo!dun b so geh bo la u!

other classes stu can absent then v cant!

u oso a chinese!although u bcam a islam man now!

but u can do lyk tat!

u noe some stu reali nid tat money!

u duno!!!!!!

失望咯。。。

2009-01-02T07:00:00.000-08:00

HAIZZZ。。。。
SHE 又来马来西亚了
很开心
她们只是到槟城和 KL宣传
原本以为有的去
可是当天有补习
我不能 MISS这个 ACC补习
算了。。。。可是晓盈说她能够帮我拿专辑去签
不过她们好像说一人只能签一张
我不懂，希望能够得到她们的签名。
这个将会是我新年最好的礼物。。。。
每次都没办法去她们的签唱会
就连演唱会也错过 ~

时间真的过得很快很快
不要那么快。可以吗？
everytime when i m free
i will think back al memory in sec scul n my frens
but tat"s al over
juz can c from d photo
five years leh
PMR n SPM i faced
d result i taken
but lyk haven happen

wan chinese new year lo
so so so fast
another three weeks
yozz
may b got one week holidays
haha
happy
can rest n play le

1-1-2009

2008-12-31T21:58:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year !!!!!!!
1st time blogging at here...
happy...
easy to creat e de blog...
haha
nice to meet u al!

Good Bye 2008!
welcome 2009
so fast d time....y???
in d year 2008, i'm had done wat???
i duno...
but i hope in year 2009...
a new starting for me...
i'm hope i can done well in my STPM exam..
it's coming soon...
haiz...
tension ar!!!!!!!
n i hope al my family n frens will happy always n hav a good health...
lastly.. i hope al my dreams cam true...

哈哈。。。。
昨天晚上和BEH&TILING去喝茶。
然后上车后才发现我们还没有给钱。
OMG...
很好笑。。。。
过后说要回去付钱
TILING 说算了
他说要让12月31号留下一个疯狂的句点
受不了他。
过后我们去找AINEE
又再去喝茶
不敢去回那边了。
去AH CHOY
哈哈。。。。

then v bac late
haha
funny
wow
monday school opening
nid back dare
duno is good o bad
but i will try my best
GOD BLESS ME ...